Thursday, December 18, 2014

Second inning got over...

So, now i've decided to quit my second job and reason is only remuneration...

Work wise it was good... but when I thought this manager may ruin my career as I have refused to work on his project was not that true... after all he got demoted for his performance

Well, onsites were not great but I went through most challenging phases of my personal life. ..

Am really glad that it's over...

Health of my parent is on speedy recovery and so am I...

People who love us are the ones who stand for you.... whenever its required... doesn't matter if u r there or not...

I love raja, karan, bhabhe, Jyoti, bindu... most supportive siblings I know about... I know they are my cousins, bond is better than what most siblings share these days..

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Finally one inning got over...

hey .. M back.. Finally after 4 yrs and 7 months, i have moved out of my first company...

There is lots to be missed and lots to be thankful of....

I did try for jobs at couple of places, so infrastructure wise, MT isnt bad... I have to say HR people could be really annoying, but somehow I guess managers are responsible for it. Its same drama, everywhere....

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Damn world

Why is every body else under sun bothered about my marriage than me and my family?

I'll see when / If i want to settle down

For god sake keep your unwanted advice to yourself

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

To be or not to be

So, I am in kind of mid life crisis.... All life I have been truthful and upfront and now when I have to grow in my career, these things are not working. Probably, lying is one way to get thru or should I say being partially honest is a better approach. I need to learn to be charming,,,, Well, I never required it initially or never felt the need for it...
I wish I knew how to gain acceptance...I cant blame people, becoz i dont want to... it's good to learn... Moreover, I may face every kind of person in my life and it would be additional skill to be able to handle it.
I am not manipulative... I guess I should learn it... I need it... Or I can be cool..Infact If I could learn to master the art of staying calm always.. It would do me a great deal of good.... I wish I knew it
More over, all my useless hobbies of childhood were good..Reading newspaper, magzines, novels, painting,stitching...I dont knw why I left them....

Friday, November 26, 2010

Life@europe part 2

Hi :)



So I must say my desire to see winters has been fulfilled!!!



I am thankful for that :) :D Infact I will be able to see snow is additional bonus.. Am really thankful for that.....

Now lets move on:D

First visit to any city was that of Namur.... well I really liked architecture in Europe and I was mazed.. I def enjoyed the place.. Even if I dint liked the company with me :(

Well, ice creams would be speciality here.. I find them much better than indian icecreams...There are more flavors...So many that u have to think, Which one to eat :D

I have enjoyed Cold weather over here.. But man.. What u have in CHd or delhi is nothing close to cold weather of Brussels... man it snows here...:D
I have enjoyed hail storms so far... I hope snow fall happens :D

Ok, Now lets have some bad part...
It is too Cold to enjoy any outing.... :( and u freeze in ur short span of outdoor life.. Even if everything else is centrally heated...
@my office : Full toosh politics... 7 members in a team... 2-4 groups.. and bitching all the time.. And men claim that they dont bitch!!!

Amazingly double standards are available every where. I saw them going out with a girl all time to pubs and discs... Moment she is gone they are bitching about her how crazy she is and she hits all wrong men when she is drunk... Why the F*** were they with her in first place? Even about their own so called group members... you should see that.. Who so ever is not around.. they are telling one thing or other... Amazing..
Why is it so simple for people to nt to have ny standard? I am really blessed to have my frds.. Sincerly they are all very worthy people... Compared to Rich men I am now working with here!!! Why the hell am I even comparing?
I think it would be best in my interest to not to be honest with these gentlemen(Pun Intended) as I have to live with them for more than a year and I have already seen million colors...
And my luck.. I hate politics.. and here I am in the middle of one... Well I could have learned a bit of politics.. After all it was all in family.. So what if that was Mother's Side :P
Imagine when u can see what all crap is happening and you dont knw how to handle it.. It is not a good feeling..
Aakriti, U need to l earn a lot.... Be positive baby ;)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Life as such in Europe. .

Well, Here is a new experience... To be in a new place, totally different environment..

Yes, language is a barrier.. I use google translate for all documents. Infact at times, i have even written down what i wanted and showed it to shop keepers.


As such , yes, being lonely is difficult in Europe. In india, I used to prefer to be alone, but here its really a problem to be alone. I do not know what exactly i miss.May be companion we take for granted in India are no longer here. Even as m alone in flat i find it difficult to be alone. So need to think of what all different time pass options can be choosen. :)


Well, yes I must say I found people racist. Still, some where there is a feeling of brown/black/white :)


What I did observe was people same across world. Human feelings are similar across. Well I find India much advanced, in terms of thought process and culture.

See, people have kids and then gradually start calling thier partners as thier wives...Mostly becoz some one in society pressurizes them to do it that way.


We have a better thought of process of first having a wife and then kids...


I honestly find so much information in Wiki as incorrect that I feel irritated. Esp today... And now I remember when my Sis used to say that much of info on wiki is wrong, So beware.

I have definately started to miss my family... Why cant we value things on time? rather than realizing their value very late or when we are alone? i wish solitude will bring much more sense in me. Thank god i have luxury of writting and not being scared of getting caught.. Why do we have sense of shame? Is it good or bad?


kind of miss Indian Sun too..Where its sunny in mornings... here you have dark/cloudy mornings.. I hardly feel like waking up. Infact I am not even aware if it is day or night. Just need to trust the watch..

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Life@europe

Hi

So second continent to be visited by me is Europe...
And best thing is that I am here on a work permit. :D

How I wish I am able to locate a accomodation for myself... But looks like it will take some time.

Well i must say i was totally unattached when i was flying for US but this time i dont knw why i felt something was being left behind. I dont know why but I did not feel like coming here in Europe....

I was feeling like i m leaving something when i was leaving Blore.

And yes, bad luck as far as m concerned was evident with missing of flight and immediate rebooking for coming to CHD. Its another fact that i was before time for my flight. I am not sure if it happened for good or bad... but it seems like bad... could b it was for my good.. After that, honestly, i did not shop much. I was plain lazy in doing my work.
Waise bhe 20 Kg main kaunse teer maar lene the maine....
Waise mera phone itna bajta hai, par iss baar calls e nahin aa rahe the.. country chodh rahi hun, par lagta nahin kisi ko fark padta hai....kisi ko bhe....family to meri theek he thi....

Well, honestly i was excited to fly for europe, after i started for delhi... Man, finally i realised, its time i'll fly for europe.. A new place.. one of the dreams we have, when we join IT industry :P

Ya, why I was not happy previously? Come on, you are single.. So no strings attached.. Girl have fun!!! once you are woman, there will be hell lot of strings attached...
Well before staring for Europe, first time ever my frds were suggesting me to go n try Alcohol.. Am sure they have lost thier senses. I am in full control... God knows what I will do there, becoz all my new team mates drink..Infact it's european culture..

bas bhagwan na kare ki mera dimag kharab ho.
Delhi Airport rocks.. i liked it, It was small but well built,,, Where in the world do u see prayer room in the International airport? ya, Duty free shops are beyond my pocket, So I just clicked pics. Initaially I had tough time thinking how to accomodate my luggage. Limit is 20 Kg..Mine was ard 27. Girl at check in counter was hot and nice.. rare combination :D

Well I actually liked european families.Contrary to my belief, people love thier family here.
And I was idiot who forgot to take her apartment address as well as room number along with PIN required to enter the apartments.. My colleague was scolding me nicely.

Room was good . It was raining. My new team mate had told me that it doesnt rain here.. so that was first prank i discovered....
So first night was with maggie and Lemon Tea...

Well first day to office and i discovered another prank. A pic was sent to me about team members... But 4 names were incorrectly assigned. I actually wasnt convinced for firsts 2 hrs about who is LUC and who is Sanders... good for filip that he was on vacation after playing this prank :-X
I really liked my DELL LATITUDE E6410..Wow..............
Well Pizza was really bad.... I just couldnt eat and imagine, one of my fellow colleague was fooling me that beer isnt alcohol (they were drinking Duuel - Strong beer)
Shopping was totally different experience. Everything was in french and I know only English. Some how I picked stuff based on images.Pragya helped me in it.
Second day too I shopped but it was with Ishan. This time i dont know why i was missing something a lot at night and third day was email that my mom had called my frd by mistake. It was a missed call. I choose not to clarify nything becoz wrong call is pretty common.
Pragya came to my room on Wed and she was laughing a lot at my soft toy. I dont think its origins were questioned so I told that it came in my backpack.Simple ans.... Well Y to tell her that I sleep with it :D
Well for your background, my soft toy is a puppy. I am not aware about breed and stuff...Anyway it is a lovely gift. And I love it :)
On fourth day we have allocated to a new office and it will be far from old office : commute + place is office area. I am really bored as there is nothing much to do here adn still i have to sit in office and do some time pass.. Am sure by number of blogs u see for today's date, it will be an easy guess!!! I hope this day gets over... I feel hungry all the time in europe.. I swear. its like i never ate in years!!!

After long time i am in cold place.... i have missed winters a lot in blore!!!!